Decadence

Confined in the realms of oblivion
A thousand light sears through my eyes
Yet they fail to erase the memoirs
Visions of how i saw myself slowly die.

Amongst the silence in this chaos
Words echoe in my frozen mind
Vain are the attempts to kill my pain
When all i want is her warmth again

Soon darkness descends
And the numbness dissappears
A mere vision of the damsel
Leaves me in bliss……….

Oh hold my hand one last time
And remind me of the days left by
Of how i found reason to live
And how the mirth in me revived

Negligence masticates my mind
As this burden smothers me
All that was treasured has frayed
This world,clad in a horrid shade of gray