Lamentation

I looked outside the window
Fog cleared up to grace the night
Like things that are illusions
Liberation is a mirage for my eyes 

Through walls that concealed all lies
That which I’ve hidden is revealed
Demons,seed of my own sin
Ecstacy the root of all my woes

Many have followed these paths i carved  
Adorned in the libations of impurity
Inhaled the breath of death
Never giving a chance to serenity

The light has always been a worthy foe
And i’ve chased myself off to dark realms
Now dying in the absence of light 
Dreams are that which made me sane

I get up and start running towards the light
With every second its closer in sight
Sudden sharp pain pierces my flesh
Constantly growing in hate. 

With all my might i try to break free
But these shadows pull me back
And as i went far from redemption
I was imprisoned in the dark void,perdition……..