Completeness


Look at these eyes I bear
Tell me what do you see????
Is it filled with hate and agonyc
Devoid of joy, devoid of serendipity?

Look at me, can you sense the restlessness?
Can you feel how the blood froze on my veins?
Can you see how the blood froze on my back…..
Betrayed, beaten and left to die on my tracks

My Love, My queen don’t be scared…..
These are just the scars that I have beared
With your advent, the darkness has flown away
My woes buried by the sun’s golden rays……..

So my love, tell me, how to thee do I say?
That through you I am finally complete
So my love, while you are away, miles away
Know that its my heart you own, and in my mind you reside.

Forever and Forever more……..

ঈশ্বরের এতিম সৃষ্টি।

কাঁটাতারের তৃসীমানায় বন্ধী
স্রষ্টার বিতারিত স্বত্ত্বার দাশ
ঘৃণিত অস্তিত্বে পুরস্কৃত আমি
অভিশপ্ত জীবন অনাকাঙ্খিত বিলাশ

স্বাধীনতার শাদে ক্ষুধার্ত
রক্তে জর্জরিত হয়েও নির্ভয়
শ্মশানের চিতায় পুড়ছে আমার ধর্ম
হে প্রভু তুমি কোথায় ?

আর্তনাদের গুঞ্জনে আজ পৃথিবী জীর্ণ
মাংশের হৃদপিন্দে নেই আত্মা
তোমার ছায়ার নিছে আশ্রয় চেয়েও
আজ আমি এতিম, আজ আমি একা….

হয়তো কোনদিন পাবোনা মুক্তি
মুক্ত আকাশের আলো দেবে হাতছানি
আজীবন বন্ধী আঁধারের ছায়ার
শান্তির উৎস জন্মায় তোমার ঘৃণায়

কালো মেঘে আচ্ছন্ন লাল আকাশ
মেঘের গর্জনে দূষিত রক্তস্নান
সত্যের ছায়ায় আস্তৃত এক পাপী
মুক্তির অপেক্ষায় তোমারই এতিম সৃষ্টি।

Confession

Obsidian trail slithers unto me
But numbness overwhelms my pain
Let me embrace it, leave me be
For through hatred and pain, I’ll be free

In flesh I’ve never tasted solitude
In my mind i’ve always been alone
I’ve failed to find those that see what i see
Failed to find those who think about what i have known

Behold the whispers reveal truth
A dark, silent silhoutte clad in grey
Unveiled by the advent of light
As a mere clay doll attains life……..

I am not lost, I’ve gone astray
The way back home is now a path of thorns, Inevitable wounds……….

Quayamat Lullabye

AWAKE!!!!!!
Open thy wretched eyes
The hour of penance has arrived
Clouds blacken the azzure sky
As ishrafil sings the wretched lullaby

The horns of doomsday
Shatters the feeble light
Pseudo prophecies made flesh
Adorned in the stench of death

Qayamat lullaby
Dirge for mirth,peace and joy
Qayamat lullaby
Dirge for mirth,peace and joy

Dont dare close your eyes
Dark realms the other side
Mortals smothered in entrails
Breathing on their own blood

Shackles bind you in fear
But it all might be a lie
Mere words of my promise
Kills you in a thousand cuts

Qayamat lullaby
Dirge for mirth,peace and joy
Qayamat lullaby
Dirge for mirth,peace and joy

Blind bastards of the father
Succumbs to the breath of perdition
Adorned in the blood of the lamb
Painful descent to oblivion

Neath the blackened sky
The lands drenched in holy blood
Enslaved by evil
Ressurecting victims of the flood

CHILD!!!!
Feel the beast gnaw at your flesh
Crushing your bones in every breath
Embraced in anguish and chagrin
You wish to be blessed with death

Fruits of the serene garden
From the scriptures of bliss
Gave birth to a curse
Begetter of eternal torment

Azaab ul Muminun

Hear the thunders roar
Thy doom standeth before thee
Hour of malicious reckoning is here
Dead you tremble asphyxated in fear

Let me feed in your soul
As the burden of sin crushes your ribs
Vain attempts to evade this horrid enigma
Paralysed by the venomous bite of suja akra

In the Accursed realms of torment  
Retribution for infedility awaits
Adorned in the shroud of fire
Feel it rip through your flesh

MAN RABBUKA
Who is your lord?

RABBIALLAH
Lies lies lies

MAA DEENUKA
What is your religion?

DEENUL ISLAM
Lies lies lies

MAA KUNTA TAQOOLU FEE HAAZAR RAJULI
What is mohammed to you?

HUWA RASOOLULLAAHI SALLALLAAHU TA’LAA ‘ALAIHI WA SALLAM
Lies lies lies

Menacing lies of abhorrent peace
To the fallen lord you have blasphemed
From beyond the realms of barzakh
In the fire of dozakh you shall be redeemed.

Leashed Silence

In the sanctity of the crematorium
A widow burns in the pyre
For the deceased a peaceful sanctum
Death bestowed in the sacred fire

Echoeing chants of the feeble priests
Pollutes the secluded realms
Bride widow strapped to the dead
In the darkness oblivion awaits

The flames burn high
As her face starts to burn
Vermillion melts on the logs
Faith for her pseudo-gods shunned

Embers hiss on her skin
Seared to death for a pious sin
Burden of logs crushes her bones
Dismembering her shrinking carcass

Flesh of the pious sati
Reduced to vile filth
Betrayed by the divine god
Content on serving the dead in hell

Hear her soul scream in infernal anguish
Impotent blessings of a million gods it seeks
Desolated in hell’s afflictive pits
Death is the price she paid for being meek

Seed of unholy blood

In lands of utter darkness
A beast dwells in solitude
Sire to the miseries of man
Master of evil ghouls

Banished from paradise
Incarcerated in abyss
Amuck in the earthly regime
Unconstraint domain of bliss

Heavens clad in crimson shade
The moon, a dark grey
Earth splits, infernal flames burn high
Demons conjure,apostles of the evil one

Screams of pain echoes
The floor draped in blood
Hung from the ceiling above
Fiends feast on the prey

Har Har shaitan
Father of shadowless light
Shaitanu-akbar
Grant my blood my sacrifice


Religions forsaken, God shunned
As candles enlighten the rite of initiation
In the name of the prince of darkness
I shall execute acts of malediction

Bloodsoaked Revelation

Creed to the slaves of bliss
Servant of the serpentine sword
Bowing to the black stone for mercy
Enslaved by illusions of divinity

Mujahideen of the hallowed shadow
Armed in the deceitful words of paradise
Meek existence thriving through myths
Blindly serving lies of the divine

Secluded chants of the kalemah
Catalyst for repugnant rites of piety
Fading hymms of the dying azan
Bewitching the brave unto perfidy  

Kins to the ones enslaved by the cross
Obscure loyalty to the bastard son
Cascading pillars of the faiths of deception
Blaspheming against the banished one

Led by the imbecile prophets
They attack the shrines so old and pure
Seed of the unholy defend their land
Content to rid the world off of religion’s lure

Dark winds encircle the desert
As the war rages on
Taking the lives of the mumin
In blood the desert drowns

In the wrath of the derelict horde
You shall be chastised and burned
Strapped to shrouds of thorns
Buried in the realms of the holy war  

From the chastised corpse of the hafez
Blood streams out onto the carmine lakes
In flesh,prophecies of divine revelation
Cries of pain conjure to form 
The incipit of redemption  

IN NOMINE DEI NOSTRI SATANAS
LUCIFER EXCELSI

In the cold realms in hell

In solitude, my eyes opened
From neath the ashes reborn
Malignant attraction for the evil one 
Illumination to embellish dark soul

Such dark ambience not unknown
Iniquitous visions made flesh
Ones that shrouded chagrin
Gave birth to infernal bliss

The gates of oblivion wide open
I embrace my awaited demise
In the sanctity of this eternal night
I revel on the advent of hell’s light 

Bewitched by the shadow of the evil one
I walk into the flames of darkness
All wounds healed all scars abolished
So began my time in hell

Isolated Mind

Ive been wallowing in my sanctum
Ashamed of my existence
The shadows scream out to me
‘Outcast you’re God’s impure creation’

Ive been clawing away at my body
Desperately trying to escape
From a tomb that subjugates me
From the voices that control me

Darkness in me is overwhelming
But i’ve never been fond of the light
The knife, the blade in my hands glow
Wrists slit, the end of all my woes

Blood drapes the flesh that bound me
The world now a blurry sphere
A martyr, a savior divine
To my own laws have I merely adhered

Breathless, bleeding I embrace liberation
Freed from worldly pain, I stood alone
In the field of despair and sorrow
As the beautiful flowers turn to stone……….